December 2011
140 posts
well today sucked.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82VEEUmYI2U&feature=youtube_gdata_player
“I like people too much or not at all.”
– Sylvia Plath (via loveuswhen-i-die)
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it’s probably not the best idea to post videos of myself rapping haha oops
lol I haven’t had lunch time in 6 years.
fiiine
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
A: He better mean it or I'll kick his ass.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
A: probably not but if they tricked me like my current 19 y/o bf did then yes.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
A: When I got landed an internship at Esquire and Rolling Stone at the same time and had to figure out how to do both.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
A. Yeah I usually do that when I think I know them and then I end up not knowing them and just confusing them, because I'll say hi also. that happens pretty often.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
A: Yeah I think like everyone. My fault though, I talked about all the negative stuff.. which at the time was very justified for me to complain about but things have been a lot better and he is currently redeeming himself.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
A: I've only been listening the lil wayne today sooo not really.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
A: A white, tight polka dotted top and my new black high waisted flow-y skirt.. past my knees, almost a circle-skirt.. and black mary-jane, peep toe heels. the uush.
8. How often do you listen to music?
A: I listen to music more than not.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
A: high-waisted-cuffed-capri jeans.
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
A: So in the next 9 days? Probably not.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
A: Ooo depends man depends.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
A: Yes.
13. What about ‘R’?
A: Yes.
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
A: I'm sure if someone taught me I could but as of right now, no.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
A: Of course I care but I'm really used to it so it doesn't really get to me anymore. Got that thick skin ya dig?
16. Are you going out of town soon?
A: No way jose. well.. I guess I'll be leaving Manhattan to go to Brooklyn at 6.. so technically yes in 6 hours.
17. When was the last time you cried?
A: pff I'm always crying. I cry when I'm happy when I'm sad when I'm being theatrical.. but uh 2 nights ago cried a little over something really stupid.. I was drunk trying to go to sleep thinking about how I'm probably never going to date someone more successful than me. haha I should be crying over how retarded I am. IT'S JUST THAT I REALLY WANT TO BE TAKEN OUT AND GET SHIT ONCE IN A WHILE LIKE THE PREPPY GIRLS OKAY?! gosh.
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
A: Yes every day.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
A: Nah I have blue eyes I just wish they were lighter. Or that my pupils were smaller...
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
A: Almost everything. Besides like get up to do something because I'm lazy.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
A: I have a pimple but I don't really care... and hives all over my legs but I'm used to that.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
A: No because that means he's fucking up my bangs and that is not okay.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
A: No I'm not dating the freelance photo researcher at Maxim. She is a nice lady though.
24. What are you sitting on right now?
A: A computer chair I guess.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
A: Yes my boyfriend when he's not MIA
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
A: Yeah Noah from the Notebook. Damn fictional characters fucking with my heart.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
A: Jonny
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
A: No but I've developed allergies this yr so now I have a permanent cold. cool.
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
A: Forever 21 shit is cheap.
30. Does anyone hate you?
A: Oh yeah.
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
A: No I don't need to hide anything.
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
A: They're okay I think it would surprise most people that I don't really care for them.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
A: For like a couple days once when I was 16 but no.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
A: 1999... I'm pretty sure that was the worst. When I was a kid I had like A LOT of emotional problems and I had to meet with a school psychologist all of the time... once a year from 2nd-6th grade I had to draw a portrait of myself in this book and I got to see the finished product in 6th grade.. I drew some house instead of myself in 4th grade (1999) I remember asking Dr. Moss why I did that and she told me I refused to draw myself because I said I hated myself. Oh good times being a kid.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
A: Don't remember but Jonny had one. He said he dreamed that we had kids and had a weird looking daughter. haha
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
A: When Jonny and I parted ways this morning.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
A: haha no definitely not. (26)
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
A: Oh yeah.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
A: It's quite possible.
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
A: ehh it was okay, pretty boring. Spent 8 hours doing photo research.. not the most enthralling activity in the world.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
A: I think that was when I broke up with Jonny but we still saw each other anyway.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
A: If I go out tonight I will but I don't think so..
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
A: Yeah and they did.
44. What’s the best part about school?
A: LUNCHTIIIIME!!!!!!
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
A: Is this supposed to be funny?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
A: No this isn't the 90's we text now, update this survey, shit.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
A: Yeah it's called memory bro.
48. Were you single over the last summer?
A: Nope!
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
A: Yeah I'm still at the same school pursuing the same thing. GOIN STRONG KID
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
A: Nothing, I finished what I was supposed to do now I'm waiting for them to give me something else to do.. hence why I'm doing this.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
A: No I love him.
52. Are you nice to everyone?
A: I definitely try.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
A: Yes.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
A: Yes.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
A: fuck no.
56. Do you think you like someone?
A: I know I like someone.
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
A: Yes.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
A: I don't care.
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
A: Yes I told you I always cry and I can't hide my feelings.
60. Do you hate anyone?
A. Marcia Lippman with a passion.
61. How’s your heart?
A. It's doing good, eatin' lots of cheerios.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
A. No I talk about everything because I grew up having to talk about everything I was feeling. I get frustrated at my friends if they hold things in and don't talk about how they're feeling.. even though I understand I grew up doing the opposite.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
A: Not until this one happened.
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
A: Apparently a lot of people at SVA talks shit about me. As of this very moment, I doubt anyone is talking shit about me.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
A: No, they're red.. but only the 2 that show since I was in a rush and wearing peep toe shoes. Stephanie thinks it's funny.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
A: Only if it's not for Johnny, which wouldn't happen SO NO.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
A: Yes in the sense that is shows us that they feel comfortable enough to let their really tough guard down.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
A: Nope.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
A: My mom.
70. How do you look right now?
A: Like myself except I have side bangs for some reason.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
A: Yah everyone. BUT I can only act like a 100% fucking retard in front of Jonny.
72. Can you commit to one person?
A: Ya
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
A: I think that if you've been reading this at all you know the answer.
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
A: Nah chill
75. Did you wake up cranky?
A: Kind of just because my legs were covered in hives.
76. Are you a jealous person?
A: No way.
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
A: Yes!
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
A: I was trying to befriend this one girl and put our difference aside but she's a bitch so fuck her.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
A: Jonny
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
A: Cuddlefest with ^
81. Last person you cried in front of?
A: Jonny
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
A: Eva Smith
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
A: Yeah
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
A: cuddling and smoking.
85. Are you over your past?
A: No and I'm not going to get over it! All of the negativity in my past is the reason I'm where I am today and why I'm so god damn motivated to succeed and be happy. I grew up hating everything and being depressed and angry and I never want to be like that again.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
A: Yes.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
A. If my mom, steph and jonny combined into one person I could.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
A. I'm going to say without shame that my first love was a camp love and we didn't stop seeing each other because of lies, we stopped seeing each other because he lives in california.. but if he knocked on my door I would say I have a boyfriend and he should have checked my facebook page before flying across the country.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
A: As if 3am is some crazy hour for me or something. Yeah I'd let him in assuming he didn't fall asleep at 9pm in my bed.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
A: The last time I even had a group of friends that hated someone together was in highschool and yeah I did. They hated just about every preppy person at my school (everyone) and I didn't hate all of them I was friendly to a few jocky boys towards the end of hs and they to me... my friends would be like EW WHY ARE YOU TALKING TO HIM.. i don't know maybe because we're both in slow classes together and you bond over being an idiot ya know? haha
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
A: I don't know the future but uh unless something awful happens yes.
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
A: I would like to meet someone that doesn't know someone named Michael.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
A: I've dated 3 Matt(s) does that answer your question?
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
A: I had this weird phone relationship with a conservative boy in the air force.. who was like top ranked at the air force academy.. he had like legit dreams of becoming president and i wouldn't be surprised at all if he ends up becoming president one day.. (don't vote for Austin Davis) ..It was really intense. He came to NY and took me out and everything.. then one day his dad called me and told me he was engaged for 2 yrs. Sooo yeah that was weird.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
A: I wasn't with anyone so I guess not.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
A: lol by some peoples standards yes. by mine.. idk
97. Who do you have texts from?
A: everyone whose ever texted me. I have an iphone.. i don't delete them.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
A: I would be too busy vomiting on him.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
A: Uh yeah.
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
A: My photographs are behind me..
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
A: Yeah
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
A: Yeah and he still does.
check out the shoot i did for maxim!
http://www.maxim.com/amg/GIRLS/Slideshows/Oh+Christmas+Tree
Ruth Bernhard
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